Thy Will
Have you ever been in a place that seems so low, that nothing not even God could pull you out? In the past year to 6 months life has be a challenge. I have really been questioning my faith in every way you could not ever conceive.
His Love
His Promises
My Faith
My Surender
His Peace
His Character
My Obedience
My Belief
Our God is so increment. Interested in every little detail of our lives. He want us to be real to him and I can tell you I have been very real with him. He knows my inner thoughts and desires and I told Him these things with anger, tears and out right frustration. If God didn’t know how angry I was, He sure does now.
I have just started reading the book of Jeremiah. Jeremiah who was a prophet, exercising his ministry in the time of King Josiah’s 13th year of reign. Even though I have just started, it seems God was angry with Israel.
Jeremiah describes Israel in Chapter 2 verse 2 that they were a devoted bride and loved God, then to Chapter 3 verse 1 to a divorced wife who was living as a prostitute with many lovers. What a turn around. God’s people was his Bride in love and devoted to him, God, to the next breath (well not quite the next breath but you know what i mean) throwing them out on their knees because of their wicked ways.
If God can get that angry with His chosen people, I feel that I can get angry with God and let him know how I am feeling with the things that are going on in my world.
Even in my brokenness God has me in his hands and his, “Will Be Done”, because as much as I what to turn my back and flee the Lord our God will not let me, us I am right in his Hands.
As I was walking/jogging on the weekend this song really spoke to me in the place that I am.
Confused
Hurt
Broken Hearted
No words
His Promises
and His will, will be done.
Blessings, Catherine van Akker